Thread:Fluttergon/@comment-24037865-20140903165734

A poem for you.

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Once upon a time

I knew I was ignored

I knew that people thought I didn't exist

But I was still okay.

Because I had four real friends.

In three years, the first moved away

The one who understood me

Now, I had only three people

Only one who'd understand me.

I still had three friends.

The second one moved away as well

And I had no real-life friends anymore

But I was still okay.

Since I still had two friends.

Internet ruined, I couldn't see them anymore

My words bottled inside me

I met a few people IRL

Whom I tried to talk to

But they wouldn't listen.

But they were still my friends.

I met someone on this very wiki

One I thought I could trust

And I came to be right

But she didn't understand me properly.

Though she was my friend.

I met someone else over here

Not really a friend

One day, she said I was a 'lone wolf'

And it really struck me that

I really have no more friends.

~

Another poem for you:

She was mad at me

I was mad at her

Constantly we kept fighting

And it kept getting worse.

She apologized to me

I reluctantly accepted it

But we weren't meant to be

So we fought again.

It was worse than I could imagine

Though she apologized again to me

I did not accept this time

And I regret it deeply.

I drove her to the verge of suicide

My 'friends' on her side

Although my 'friends' are right

I have no right to have friends.

I realise the mistakes I've made

Though I cannot take it back

And though we can never be friends even if we tried

I want her to know that I am

Really,

Truly,

Sincerely,

Sorry. 