Thread:Pookiefan/@comment-24178012-20131206144911/@comment-11084328-20131216095240

Pookiefan wrote: Omegasonic2000 wrote: Pookiefan wrote: Omegasonic2000 wrote: Pookiefan wrote: No, I know, I'm justifying your action.

Wow, I sounded nerdy... :P You might've sounded nerdy, but I had to suffer just for being a nerd... and they thought I was a nerd just because I wear glasses... STUPID SCHOOL BULLIES. I was bullied, too. Even though I wasn't really a nerd, I was always really childish as a kid. As you can tell, what with me still being really into CP, I still am childish. But I kinda think that's because I can't remember any of my childhood for the most part, but I don't wanna get into why. I was bullied from 2nd Grade to 6th Grade. So, imagine: four years of unstoppable suffering, insulting, and betrayals (my friends and even MY DAD betrayed me!)! It's painful... after that, I decided I would never trust anyone again... Until I remembered Club Penguin. When I was 9, I got the first Nintendo DS game as a birthday present, and, at the age of 13 (a few months ago, right at the Monsters University Takeover), I remembered CP, I logged in again (I didn't have any puffles back then, and I had pretty neat items that they would be now rare, like Jet Pack, Backpack, Spy Goggles, etc.) and it all led to this... but now, due to recent experiences with some people (including a Pookie named Joe with a Poo), I'm starting to wonder if I should go back to that lonely self... should I? I was bullied all elementary school. But I don't remember it anymore. And I'm really thankful for that. But I miss it, too, because good things happened too... I think? My mom had cancer. My dad died last year. My whole family keeps making horrible mistakes, ruining everything. I have no real friends.

I know how you feel. Don't do the same thing I did. I started hating everyone and everything and now I'm completely alone.

I know this is really deep and stuff, but I hope somehow it helped. Your advice is good, but it arrived too late: One year ago, we moved because of my problems and also because of my hate to everyone. Now we're REAL lonely. My mom had a friend here, but now that "friend" forgets us. We can trust no one to take care of the house if we leave on Holidays, we no longer recieve visits (only one or two every 2 or 3 months, and it's only from relatives), I have no school friends (I'm homeschooled), and that stuff. And we can't move because my family's got a job here. So, I'm SO alone. At least maybe you're still on your village/town/city and maybe you can still fix it. But I can't. My schoolmates hated me. ALWAYS. On Facebook (we have Facebook), they've never let me join a conversation, and when I do, they always say things like "Shut up" or "You don't beloong here" or stuff like that... So, if you're still on the village/town/city where you lost your friends, try to fix it while you can! It's an advice from someone who lived that same experience...