Thread:Marcy Ababeer/@comment-26428862-20190228231613

(Wikia likes being a butt whenever I try to make messages lately. Oh well.)

I'm sorry for breaking your no contact boundaries again, this is the last time I will interact with you.

It's been four years. This would be great if the circumstances were better. Unfortunately, they are not.

I'm very thankful for the experiences we've had over the years. You'd been such a great friend and you put up with a lot. I don't think I'll ever meet somebody like you ever again. You got me into games like Toontown that probably would've gone under the radar for me if I met you. You helped me become who I am today, which I'm sure I would not be the same if it weren't for you. I've never had a roleplaying experience more fun than the ones we had together, and I feel guilty that I always hounded you about that.

To say you deserved any wrong thing I did to you, is absolutely disgusting.

It's been a month since I seeked closure, and while I'm not completely at peace, I'm glad with the progress. The dreams have stopped, and the pain is mostly gone. I've come to terms with my mistakes, the consequences for them, and what happens next.

I hope your friends are doing well. I know I was a bit toxic to some like Kirumi, and Tavion. (Sorry if I don't know any current names they go by, I've been out of the loop.) I had contact with Red, but he seems to have parted ways with me as of a couple months ago, which also kinda took some getting used to. I don't blame him.

Finally, I hope you're doing well. I know I wasn't the best friend, or maybe not even a good friend, but I hope my time with you wasn't completely negative. You deserve to be happy, and I'm sorry I did some awful things.

Thank you for being a great friend and being there for me, even when I wasn't for you.

I'm happy to say goodbye.

"I'll go set fire to all we started

Fall down to my knees as smoke rises

Right next to the place where I fell in love with you

For the first time.. for the first time.." 