User blog:Pookieluv/Bitter-Sweet Farewell

Well, here I am. I just got back from playing Club Penguin, and guess who I saw: Pookiefan. I've seen her there before, and we're sisters alot, so I was like "HEY GURL". But she just made the sad emote. Apparently her membership expired, and she's not getting another one. She told me she won't be coming on CP again, and when I asked if she had considered coming back to the wiki, she said "that ship has sailed".

She said that we probably wouldn't see each other again, ever. It was very sad. I asked why she wasn't getting another membership, and she just told me that she has to start thinking of college and that stuff. Apparently there's a BOY she's involved with *wink, wink*. But she told me that this would probably be goodbye, for good. We shared some of our memories from the old wiki, and from old CP, and then we both left.

It was very sad - I'll never get to see my Pookiefan again. She welcomed me to the wiki on my first day with open arms. She taught me how to be a pookie while I was still a newbie. We had parties, meet-ups, we chatted on the wiki ALL the time. After she left, we still met up on CP. We were always sisters, always defending each other. During pookie contests if one of us got out and one of us got in, both of us would leave. Later on as we got older, in CP AND in real life, we were biggies and middles. We would go to school on CP together everyday, hang out at th stadium. We were total preps. If a mumu said yes to one of us and no to the other, we would both leave, just like pookie contests.

I guess I'm happy for her too. We can't be children forever. Pookiefan is 16 now. She has to become an adult at some point, and I guess this is her time. She's going off the college, starting her own life, and I'm happy for her.

One day, I will grow up too. I'll stop playing children's games and I'll start working, and learning, and growing up and getting married and having kids. It sounds like it's a long ways away, but we used to think Pookiefan would never grow up either, and look at her now.

I guess this is my way of saying that Pookiefan's gone now. So don't go looking for her on CP. She won't be there. She's gone now.

This is Pookieluv, signing off.