Board Thread:News and Announcements/@comment-24037865-20141020181910/@comment-11084328-20141021094533

The Symphonic Taco wrote: One year.

For one year, I've been in this wiki. For three months in that year, I've been happy. But then it went downhill.

This wiki is stable enough now. A lot of you may think I'm amazing and I'm one of the greatest users ever. Others may think I'm a total  who should get out. Both can be equally true - it just depends on your opinion.

I had a great talk with one of my best friends here today. And I feel like I can do a lot in my life. I made great friends here and I will miss them dearly. Yes.

I'm quitting.

If you were my friend - don't be sad! It's for a good reason and I'm happy about it. You being upset will just make it more complicated for me. And, I'll pop in from time to time. If you hate me - well, no need to be pissed off by me anymore. Just bear with my face popping up from time to time.

The reason I'm quitting is that this wiki has changed me a lot. I miss the old Sunny. I believe she's in here, somewhere, and I'm leaving the wiki to find her.

There's been a lot of drama in this wiki, too. I'm fine with that. It happens.

I believe I have potential, but this wiki is weighing me down. The solution - quitting.

Before I quit, I want to tell something to my friends here.

Nugget, you might not be here right now, but you were the greatest friend on this wiki I had. Words can't say how much you meant to me.

Clover, you're the only person I can relate to besides Glitzy. We're both going through stress and depression, but we manage to be happy. You're one of the reasons I'm happy.

Waddles, you're Sunny. You're random, you're funny and you're nice - all of the things I once was  and love. I can't imagine you to be a better friend.

Yellow and Bon, I love hanging out with you two. We're like that cool group of friends who're just there. Lel.

Whale, oh the whalicious Marina - you're the second most random person I've met and I love you for that. I might even return to the HGRP wiki to see you. c:

Kidz, no matter how annoying you are and no matter how much I had hated you, you have, indeed, proven to be a great friend to me.

Liolen and Earth - we'll be the golden trio forever. We're the original friends. I'll miss you.

Poisoon and Molly - Poisoon, you and I aren't the best of friends, but you're a pretty close friend to me. Molly, you're awesome and you're one of the reasons I come online everyday.

Blossom, you exaggerate a bit, and sometimes I don't like you, but in the end, you're my best friend.

Vaur, you're one of the only AWCs I never thought I'd have as such a good friendship with. Say hi to Luna for me.

A few AWCs here whose IPs I don't remember are one of my bestest friends. Thank you for everything.

I love you all so much. <3

There are a few users here who hate me. I'm sincerely sorry for whatever harm I caused you and if you did the same, I forgive you. I hope we're cool.

So, yeah.

I have a secret wiki for me and my best friends mentioned above to hang out in. Ask Clover for the name and link. If anyone who wasn't invited joins, they'll be blocked for infinity. (Pun intended c;)

So... I can't express how much you all mean to me. Please don't beg me to stay in the replies. Instead, I'd really feel good about leaving if you bid me farewell.

You are a part of my life that I will never forget. I love you. <3

~Lil Miss Sun, The Symphonic Taco, October 2013 - October 2014.~ Even if I didn't get a mention, it's your choice to mention people, so I don't really care I didn't get mentioned. Even if I'll miss you, I wish you good luck in your journey and bid you farewell. However, you can't let stress affect you like this. You can overcome it, like I'm doing. I'm fighting against my own Dark Side (so to call it) to keep being a nice friend to everyone, when I could just send you all to you-know-where even if I disliked it. Also, I try to manage myself with the problems in this wiki, and that stresses me, but I always overcome it. So, I want to say, you can overcome this. You're not alone. We can help you overcome this. Just ask for help when you need it. I want to give you this taco for you to eat it along the way as you remember the good times you've had here.