Thread:Marcy Ababeer/@comment-26428862-20190130190959

If this is the second post you're seeing, then I'm sorry. You can disregard this as I thought the first post didn't show up. If this is the only post you're seeing, Wikia either apparently decided my message was too long or something, and it didn't send. Again, I'm very sorry for this. I didn't wanna have to send this twice, and if you're seeing it twice, I'm sorry. This is more of a tl;dr version since I think Wikia thought I was typing too big a message.

I'm sorry for breaking your no contact boundaries, but I must do so to move forward.

I'm sorry for what I've done over the years, I'm sorry for all the times I put you down, I'm sorry for the times I badgered you to roleplay, I'm sorry for the times I made us argue, and I'm sorry for the whole petplay thing.

It's very clear to me now that I've been immature and selfish over the past three years. I hope you're doing better than you were before you cut me out of your life. You made the right decision.

I've been having dreams about making up with you, and frankly I think they're cruel. I understand the reality of what used to be but my mind still insists on delusion. Last night's dream was the last draw.

I'm sorry this looks rushed, since I'm pretty sure that my long one didn't get through, but I want this to at least exist. I don't care if you even look at it or not. Having my feelings out will help me achieve closure.

I hope you're living a great life, regardless. Well, at least I hope things have gotten better.

I'm sorry for everything. Goodbye, Marcy. 